all the papers are over!
woohoo.

but also meaning,
nomore short days anymore.
if i dont make it within mark,
then there goes all my free afternoons!
i still cant believe the prelims are over
they are actl prelims man!
omg.

i doubt ill be able to make it within 20 this time
hmm...
to console myself,
its prelims
not the actual one
haha!
ok. i shall stop living in self denial
haa!

i'm SO looking forward to saturday!
arggh.
but theres so many stuff not prepared
hohoho
i'm going to think of sth crazy for that day
ahaha


its end of a year soon.
this time,
ill pray that you do well
it'll be good for you,
even better for me.
finally another chance to go separate ways.
i dont wish to have anything to do with you for my future
those memories,
i dont want them.
whenever i recall those things you did,
those stuff you said.
it bothers me.
alot.
it wasn't as easy to forget as said
too much things happened.
to myself,
i could forgive.
but never forget.
i dont wish to hate you anymore.
i swear not to be stuck in these situations anymore.
at least,
in this way,
i'll be able to give you a smile
some years down the road.

i hate the way you talk to people.
i hate the way you talk to me.
i hate your way of handling problems.
i hate youbeing unreasonable.

it was a kind of dislike,
headingtoward hatred.
you are the first and only person
ill hate.
this problem can nvr be resolved.
better to be left untouched.